god the people that don’t know me personally must think i’m such an asshole

i’m allowed to be upset

i’m a person

with feelings

yes

right

yes

i’m dignified

yes

i like driving bc it’s the only time i’m truly alone and i can relax etc etc

all i wanna do is drive all the time

i’m trying to rationalize my feelings

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on the bright side my icon for this blog is amusing me

damn i just take everything way too personally??? and i always overreact to just about everything probably  

i just need to wait until my life gets easier in a few months but i’m not sure if it will this time bc one of my main problems rn will most likely get worse during the summer

i feel like i’m getting closer to him every day but in the back of my mind i know it’s futile

I had a dream that the guy I like was describing the traits of the person he liked and it all pointed to me and I was p happy

But that only happened bc it was in my head and I wanted it to happen

i got into an argument with my mom about how france just legalized gay marriage and now there are riots and stuff

she said she doesn’t like how people who don’t support gay marriage get “”“”“”“crucified”“”“”“” by those that do AND THEN she said that people have the right to deny homosexuals marriage rights if their religion permits them to do so

well uh

• the exact same applies vice versa hence the riots
• there are people that follow such relgions that don’t oppress  the LGBT community (including her so she’s really contradicting herself)
• i’m sure she would feel a hell of a lot different if she were gay or asexual, trans*, etc. and had to deal with people regarding her as wrong and invalid and unnatural